[Jagriti55] I don't like TRUST 👩🦳
Dear Mummy and Papa
Trust is such a big problem. I don't like it. Please do not trust me.
When you say you trust me, this puts pressure on me. I don't like trust.
You say you trust that I will keep my word. But many times I am not able to. Sometimes because I gave that promise because you wanted me to (and I didn't really want to) - like the promise of not eating that chocolate before dinner. Then you said that I had broken your trust. I don't like trust.
You say you trust that I will not tell lies. But many times, when I'm simply scared to get a scolding, I tell lies. I was scared when I did not complete the project so I told you that my teacher liked my work. Then you saw my diary and teacher's note and you said that I had broken your trust. I don't like trust.
You say you trust that I will live up to your expectations. But the other day when I was teasing my friend badly, you said I had broken your trust because I did not behave properly while you expected me to behave like a good boy. I don't like trust.
Can you leave this trust and honesty and all these words and things and all that.
Can I not just be myself and explore how I want to live and make sense of this world and learn and grow. I don't like trust.
Yours "truly"
Trust is such a big problem. I don't like it. Please do not trust me.
When you say you trust me, this puts pressure on me. I don't like trust.
You say you trust that I will keep my word. But many times I am not able to. Sometimes because I gave that promise because you wanted me to (and I didn't really want to) - like the promise of not eating that chocolate before dinner. Then you said that I had broken your trust. I don't like trust.
You say you trust that I will not tell lies. But many times, when I'm simply scared to get a scolding, I tell lies. I was scared when I did not complete the project so I told you that my teacher liked my work. Then you saw my diary and teacher's note and you said that I had broken your trust. I don't like trust.
You say you trust that I will live up to your expectations. But the other day when I was teasing my friend badly, you said I had broken your trust because I did not behave properly while you expected me to behave like a good boy. I don't like trust.
Can you leave this trust and honesty and all these words and things and all that.
Can I not just be myself and explore how I want to live and make sense of this world and learn and grow. I don't like trust.
Yours "truly"
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